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Thursday, May 10, 2007

ok so yesterday i got like 7 comments and 2 subs.

not bad :)

so since i got so many i will to a BIG post.

kay?

[1.]

There were those moments that I felt that if I let go of his hand, I would be letting go of him and losing what we had forever

[2.]

sometimes despite our best wishes
and intentions,
fate wins.

[3.]

i like it when my fingers were entangled in yours
and my head was on your chest listening to your
heartbeat. it made me feel safe. like at the moment,
nothing bad could touch me.

[4.]

I think that's what's wrong with the world;
No one says what they feel,
They always hold it inside.
They're sad, but they don't cry.
They're happy, but they don't dance or sing.
They're angry, but they don't scream.
Because if they do, they feel ashamed.
And that's the worst feeling in the world.
So everyone walks with their heads down.
And no one sees how beautiful the sky is.

[5.]

speakshake

[6.]

[7.]

I'm talking about fate here.
When feelings are so powerful it's as if some force beyond your control is guiding you to someone who can make you happy beyond your wildest dreams.

[8.]

A girl and a guy can be just friends,
but at one point or another they will fall for each other...
Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever...

[9.]

live the life
your given,
with all the
storms on the
o u t s i d e.

[10.]

I believe that good things come to those who wait. I believe in second chances. I believe in true love, in speaking with some backbone, in miracles. I believe in forgetting the past, living for the future. In trying. In hope. In faith. I believe that its okay to get mad, that its okay to be sad. I believe in running around and staying up all night. I believe in you. I believe in myself. Some may say I believe impossible things. But out of all the things I believe in, I believe that there is
no such thing as impossible.

[11.]

[12.]

don't let him tell you you're not worth it
you're amazing
you're beautiful
&& you could love him more
than anyone else could
&& if he can't see
that this is a once in a lifetime chance,
he's just not worth it.

[13.]

[14.]

Don't waste your time asking why such an amazing thing could happen to you, just let it happen. Don't doubt that you could be loved, just let yourself be loved. If you don't believe you are worthy of anyone's time, then you wont be. Take yourself seriously and others will too. Why is a wasteful question. Why? Because that is the way its supposed to be. Thats the only answer you can have.
Accept it !!

[15.]

And I'd give up forever to touch you,
cause I know that you feel me somehow.
You're the closest to heaven that I've ever been
and I don't wanna go home right now
-Goo Goo Dolls

[16.]

hermindbl8

[17.]

onekiss

[18.]

I've been running around for the last year trying to find some clarity and all of a sudden I am so clear, and it's ridiculous,
I want to be with you
-America's Sweethearts

[19.]

old

[20.]

outofstyle

[21.]

onewayro8

[22.]

Patience is the art of hoping

[23.]

When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. then you grow up and learn to be cautious.
You could break a bone or a heart,
you look before you leap and sometimes you dont leap at all because theres not always someone there to catch you.
and, in life theres no safety net.
when did it stop being fun and start being scary?
-Sex&The City

[24.]

onething

[25.]

ohhoney

[26.]

Anything I've ever done that ultimately was worthwhile initially scared me to death

[27.]

othereyes

[28.]

Never ignore a gut feeling, but never believe that it's enough
-Robert Heller

[29.]

I guess we're adults.
The question is, when did that happen,
and how do we make it stop?
-Grey's Anatomy

[30.]

goodbyes

[31.]

To be brave is to love someone unconditionally,
without expecting anything in return.
To just give.
That takes courage,
because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.
-Madonna

[32.]

Don't hold my hand if you aren't willing to take everything that comes with it

[33.]

onlything

[34.]

eats

[35.]

[36.]

[37.]

That's not a big problem. A big problem is
like, well, if your butt fell off.

[38.]

2

[39.]

[40.]

[41.]

I`m a jealous girl.
I hate every girl that talks to you, calls you,
& gives you attention cause for a split second,
you`re not thinking about me. I just,
I want you to think about me like I think about you

[42.]

3

[43.]

There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy.
-Dante


[44.]

When we were little, life worked perfectly.
No matter what happened, everything turned out alright in the end.
Scraped knees, canceled play dates, dropped ice cream cones-- we would cry for a short time, but by the end of the day, everything would be perfect.
And now as we've grown older, we've lost the faith as we stumble through each day, crying over broken hearts, lost friendships, and lost dreams.
It seems like life and perfection have turned their backs on us, but really its just that we've grown up.
As children we didn't pay attention to such details about our daily lives, but now we are more aware, and little details seem to be amplifying our pain.
But just remember that when we were younger, life was hard too, but we had faith in perfection because we could look past faults.
So don't lose your faith.
Learn to know that each day will pass, each heartache will be mended, and everything will be perfect in the end.
Just keep your faith.

[45.]

notperfect

[46.]

never

[47.]

not

[48.]

Don't try to make life a mathematics problem with yourself in the center & everything coming out equal.
When you are good, bad things can still happen.
& if you are bad, you can still be lucky
- The Poisonwood Bible

[49.]

That's the way things come clear. All of a sudden .
And then you realize how obvious they've been all along
-Madeline L'Engle

[50.]

listen

[51.]

luck

[52.]

livelaughlove

[53.]

Don't repeat chapters, the story will never change

[54.]

makesomeonehappy

[55.]

mysunshine

[56.]

People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
-Audrey Hepburn

[57.]

liveyourlife

[58.]

my paradise

[59.]

z63231119

[60.]

w82018503

[61.]

z73180577

[62.]

th_Shannonsicon215

[63.]

[64.]

[65.]

[66.]

The more I think about him, the more I remember
how much time I spent waiting for him to change-
waiting
for him to realize that no time is better
than now. He just wasn't ready to grow up.

[67.]

[68.]

[69.]

16

[70.]

[71.]

17

[72.]

[73.]

Good friends are like underwear,
always covering. Better
friends
are like condoms, always
protecting
you. Bestfriends are like viagra, when
you`re down they pick you up. =)

[74.]

18

[75.]

[76.]

He gave her ten roses, and said
'If you look into the mirror you
will see eleven of
the most
beautiful things in the world.

[77.]

losing your way on a journey is unfortunate,
but losing your reason for the journey,
is a fate more cruel.

[78.]

Its all up to you, you can motivate yourself or you can rise above yourself and do something amazing to change this world.

[79.]

Move on. It's a chapter in the past. Don't close the book, just turn the page

[80.]

Someday you'll find the place.
It's a place where love takes over hate.

[81.]

Sometimes when you find something great,
you have to give up a lot to hold on to it.
The way to tell if its worth it or not can only
come in time, but without giving it a chance
you will
never know.

[82.]

What lies behind us & what lies before us
are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

[83.]

I wonder if you have any idea how many lives you touch             
and how many hearts have been uplifted because of you.             
I`m not talking about the big showy things that get written
up in newspapers or make the six o`clock news. I`m       
talking about the little everyday things you do so easily,              
like a compliment when someone is feeling down, a smile             
that seems to Say, "I accept you just as you`' are." The              
goodness in your heart just spills over and spreads happy              
feelings to everyone
around you. Well I just want to thank              
you for being who you are and to Let you know that I`m              
one of
those people whose life is just a little happier            
because you`re in this world.

[84.]

I could conquer the world with one hand as long as you are holding the other.

[85.]

The stars, they lay across the sky so perfectly.
They remind me of all the times we sat under them,
those crisp fall nights, and fell in love.

[86.]

newphotoniceclothes

[87.]

Don't look for the boy
who can be the best boyfriend.
Look for the boy who
can be your best friend.

[88.]

A friend asks for a ride
but a best friend hops
in the
car and greets your
mom

[89.]

You know how after you take a hot shower, the mirror is foggy? & then you write "I love him". Then a few moments later its gone forever ....or so you think. But its not until the next time you take a hot shower it will appear again in the exact same spot. it's like it's engraved in the mirror or something. well, that's how you are in my heart. I finally feel like i have disposed of my feelings for you & that I don't care about you anymore but then it all comes back to me. How much i love you & how much I need you in my life. I guess you'll stay in my heart forever. I love you.

[90.]

[91.]

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but i can tell you what it is for me, love is knowing all about someone, & still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable & safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room & smile at you. <33

[92.]

[93.]

[94.]

Hold on to what you love
Stay true to what you
know
take everything you dream of
and
never let it go.

[95.]

Maybe some friendships aren't meant
to be saved. Maybe we're meant
to spend
a certain part of our lives with certain
people and then move
on.

[96.]

wish

[97.]

it`s pretty sad when someone has no life
and all they can and want to do is talk about
yours

[98.]

dont forget what people say when theyre
 mad because thats when the truth comes out

[99.]

the taste of love is sweet
when hearts like ours
meet

[100.]

heres the truth
 about the
truth
it hurts
so we
lie

[101.]

the best things in life cannot be seen
thats why we close our eyes when we
cry kiss &
dream

[102.]

[103.]

love is just a word until someone
comes along and gives it meaning.

[104.]

When everything comes crashing down will you hold me?

[105.]

i don't want to be just
another meaningless girl

[106.]

when you smiled ; you had my
undivided attention.
when you laughed ; you had me
laugh with you.
when you cried ; you had my
urge to hold you.
when you said that you loved me ;
you had my heart forever.

[107.]

don't we all hope for a boy, who, as we
smooth and tug at our clothes, will grab our hands and ask us,
"now, what the hell are you trying to fix, beautiful?"

[108.]

through out life, you will meet one
person who is unlike any other.
this person is the one you could
forever talk to; they understand you
in a way that no one else does;
this guy is your soul mate and
best frienddont everr let him go.x3

[109.]

Everyone has someone in their life
that keeps them looking forward to another day.

[110.]

it was just one of those moments
that belonged in a black and white photo

[111.]

Sometimes it just amazes me how much
a simple smile  can cover up these days

[112.]

[113.]

[114.]

newphotobeatles

[115.]

 bet she's beautiful,
that girl he talks about.
And she's got everything
that I have to live without
Tear drops on my guitar;; Taylor Swift

[116.]

[117.]

Somewhere b e t w e e n the homework, the boys ,the friendships and the calls talking to eachother about crushes. Somewhere between the "I miss you`s" & the "I love you`s" & the "What are we doing tonight`s?"... Somewhere between falling in love and the heartbreaks... And somewhere between all the changing, and all the growing... Somewhere between the classes... and the skipping classes... and the studying for tests and the just NOT studying for tests... I forgot... I forgot what school was really about. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn`t make you happy... I forgot that you can`t just forget about the past... I forgot that you can`t control falling in love... I learned that I can love but that I can`t make someone love me... I learned that it`s okay to mess up and when you do it`s okay to ask for help... and sometimes it`s okay to just sit down and CRY. I learned that it`s okay to complain and whine for a whole day to your friends. I learned that sometimes the things you want most, you just can`t have. I learned that the greatest things about school isn`t the dances or the hook-ups... it`s the friendships... I learned that the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about... I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing... and that sending cards to your friends always make you feel better... I learned that school is about friends both old and new... and that my friends are the most important people to me in the whole world... and without you all, I wouldn`t be who I am today

[118.]

You can't tell someone you love them
and then change your mind; that's not
how it works. once you love someone,
you always love them, don't you?
isn't there a part of you who thinks of
him for no reason what so ever? They'll
always be in the back of your mind, and
no matter how much you love someone
else, you always love him too.

[119.]

mirror pictures

[120.]

Don’t be so hard on yourself. Neither of us ever expected it to go this far. We never expected to find love when we weren't even looking.

[121.]

you told me we're not allowed to fall in love,
and i looked away.
you're too late
& i'm sorry for the crazy things i do.
i just can't help myself.
love has taken over me,
love has made me go mad.

[122.]

all my life, i'd dreamed about love, about that perfect boy
i never once thought it'd actually come,
&& now that it has, i'm afraid to lose it all.

[123.]

i'll never know why i fell for him
he's not perfect, not even close.
but i'll be fine if i could know i'll have him for all eternity.

[124.]

looking over a fence

[125.]

[126.]

There she is; sitting in her room
listening to love songs, thinking
about him, wishing he was there

[127.]

It would be nice
for a another chance
but i still don't know
if I would even take it

[128.]

Sometimes, someone comes into your life that changes
everything. Raises the standards, makes you laugh,
and makes you feel like you. There is something about
him that you can't put into words and even though
you're not with him, you don't want to let him go.

[129.]

photo9

[130.]

___run_around_in_my____by_efedrina

[131.]

Love to me is having every doubt in the world and just not caring, because there’s something deep down inside telling you not to. Love’s feeling the worst pain in the entire world from one person, yet that’s the only person that can make it better. Love is petty fights and knowing you’re right, but for the sake of the other person, you let them think they are. Love is doing everything you can to make the other person happy even when it makes you feel so beat up and upset inside. Love is such a simple word with so many meanings.

[132.]

3

[133.]

i don't really think people can change.
You know, at the end of the day, you
are who you are. And at the end of the
day, it's probably who you've always been.
--» Brooke Davis, One Tree Hill

[134.]

You only hate me cause you love me,
only talk about me cause you wanna be with me,
so therefore if my name stays in your mouth
I sure as hell must stay on your mind.

[135.]

10

[136.]

live for today . . . because
yesterday's not coming back.

[137.]

He leaned over and kissed me - I kissed him back -
and then our eyes met and it was like we both knew
- so we smiled and kissed again - it was perfect

[138.]

I wanna make sure everything is perfect for you
if you only knew that thats not like me to follow through
maybe even give up on these deadend dreams just to be with you.

[139.]

honk if you're flawed

[140.]

I am loved

[141.]

hellokitty

[142.]

we are in each others arms just like a movie scene,
cause as we're leaning in, the light decides to turn green.
me and you together, this is getting better.

[143.]

[144.]

Call me a s l u t . Call me a w h o r e .
Call me whatever .
Ive heard it before.
Say that I'm fake .
Say that I lie.
Say what you want.
You wont see me cry because i know none of its true
but callin me all this crap, ha, what does that
make you ?

[145.]

t43705454

[146.]

what amazes me the most is that
he's not embarassed of me
he shows me off like a prized trophy
he's proud of me and everything i do
whenever someone asks who i am
he never hesitates to say " my girlfriend "

[147.]

Natural Highs
Falling in love. Laughing so hard your face hurts. A hot shower. A special glance. Getting mail. Taking a drive on a pretty road. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Hot towels out of the dryer. Walking out of your last final. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price. Chocolate milkshakes. A long distance phone call. Getting invited to a dance. A bubble bath. Giggling. A good conversation. A care package. The beach. Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter. Laughing at yourself. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. Running through sprinklers. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.

[148.]

I don't need the hottest
guy alive or the jock on
the varsity football team..
all I want is a guy to love
me for me.

[149.]

& when you like someone
everything about them
seems to be simply adorable

[150.]

If were alone and it was absolutely silent,
 what would you say to me?

[151.]

[152.]

Why is it that people have to die
to show us how
important it is to live?

[153.]

[154.]

[155.]

Did you ever notice that there is
always that particular line in
that
certain song that always stands out
in that certain way and
reminds you of that
one
person you can't forget?

[156.]

photo7

[157.]

You know it's meant to be when
even at the times you
can't
stand him, he's still the
only
person on your mind

[158.]

[159.]

The difference between physical attraction and love is the ability to see the same person at their best and at their worst and still desire them without one false step.
-
Adam Chamness

[160.]

You're like a bad addiction,
Running through my veins,
You're the habit I crave .

[161.]

holdmetightandneverletgo

[162.]

hesaidshesaid

[163.]

I know there could never have been another.
I knew it then and I know it now.
~Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

[164.]

I love him for his intelligence, his sensitivity, his courage.
I love him wholly and unconditionally without reservation.
I love him enough to take risks.
I love him enough to sacrifice a friendship.
I love him enough to accept my own happiness and use it, in turn, to make him happy back.
- Emily Giffin, Something Borrowed

[165.]

hearttome

[166.]

HISKISSES

[167.]

They give their hearts to each other unconditionally
...that's what true love really is.
It's not this fairy tale life that never knows pain,
but it's two souls facing it together and diminishing it with unconditional love
-One Tree Hill

[168.]

And I knew exactly how old Walt Disney's Cinderella felt when she found her prince.
-Elizabeth Young, A Promising Man, And About Time, Too

[169.]

headoverheels

[170.]

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

[171.]

Only enemies speak the truth.

Friends and lovers lie endlessly.

[172.]

MEANT TO BE:
Mickey&&Minnie
Romeo&&Juliet
Rachel&&Ross
ME&&YOU

[173.]

z63389813

[174.]

Each photograph is only a desperate
attempt
to capture beauty in a world so flawed.

[175.]

Do what makes you happy. Be with
who makes you smile. Laugh as much
as you breathe. And love as long as you live.

[176.]

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in a world they've been given rather than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. Its an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. Its a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary.Impossible is nothing.

[177.]

There are two great days in a person's life; the day they're born & the day they figure out why.

[178.]

To get up in the morning
only to know that you
will have to face another
obstacle takes strength.
To smile when the only
thing you can do is cry
takes bravery. To act
happy and laugh when
you know that times are
at their worst takes courage.
To be joyous when the only
good news is best
of the bad news takes
support. To be there
and help others through
the roughest times in life
takes love..

[179.]

we all die. the goal isn't to live forever;
the goal is to create something that will.

[180.]

photo3

[181.]

Dance like the wind, shine like the stars,
sing like the birdies, & forget your scars.

[182.]

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[183.]

photo4

[184.]

3

[185.]

photo5

[186.]

[187.]

i still believe in destiny ;;
i still believe in love

[188.]

when a guy says you're hot ;;
he's looking at your body
when a guy says your pretty ;;
he's looking at your face
when a guy says your beautiful ;;
he's looking at your heart

[189.]

Let's slow dance and be the couple
everybody wishes they could be.
Let's walk in the rain and
hold hands the whole time.
Let's look at the stars and kiss all night.
Let's take it slow, then speed it up.
Let's take stupid pictures and
laugh until we can't breathe
.
Let's be friends.
Let's be lovers.
Let's be together, you and me. <3

[190.]

[191.]

I look at you
and I see something magical,
so amazing that makes me
fall for you over and over again.
I look at you and see
something so tempting
that makes me want you even more.
I look at you and see something
that I can't be without.

[192.]

Sometimes i just randomly start smiling,
and people ask me why.
I honestly don't know what to tell them,
except for your name.

[193.]

It's as simple as this ;;
He did something to me...
I can't explain with words.
He took me to a new place
&& introduced me to myself.

[194.]

[195.]

"Most people don't play sports because its fun. Ask any athlete, most of them hate it; but they couldnt imagine their life without it. It's part of them, the love/hate relationship. It's what they live for. They live for the practices, parties, cheers, long bus rides, invitationals, countless pairs of different types of shoes, water, Gatorade, and coaches you may hate but appreciate. They live for the way it feels when you beat your rival team by 1 point in overtime, and you know those 2 extra sprints you ran in practice were worth it. They live for the way you become a family with your team, they live for the countless songs you sing in your head when you're running ALL those laps. They live for the competition, they live for the friends, the practices, the memories, the pain. It's who they are. It's who we are. WE ARE ATHLETES..."

[196.]

so what if i think too much
or if i over analyze things.
so what if i can't eat or sleep
at least you'll know why.
you're always on my mind.

[197.]

lilly pad

[198.]

the true beauty of life, i believe,
is the everyday challenges && struggles
we have to overcome.
when we triumph over them,
even for a brief second,
we are truly happy

[199.]

one SONG can spark a moment
one
FLOWER can wake a dream
one
TREE can start a forest
one
BIRD can herald spring
one
SMILE brings a friendship
one
HANDCLASP lifts a soul
one
STAR can guide a ship at sea
one
WORD can frame a goal
one
VOTE can change a nation
one
SUNBEAM lights a room
one
CANDLE wipes out darkness
one
LAUGH can conquer gloom
one
STEP must start each journey
one
WORD must start each prayer
one
HOPE will rise our spirits
one
TOUCH can show youu care
one
VOICE can speak with wisdom
one
HEART can know what`s true
one
LIFE can make a difference
you see, it's up to [.
Y.O.U.]

[200.]

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

 

wow that was a big update. i hope you liked it. comment with your favorites. do you guys like icons, quotes, or pictures best? i try to mix it up but i just want to know.

 

 


Thursday, April 12, 2007

yo hoes.

i havent updated in a longgg time.

but anyways, heres in update on my life.

i am still going out with billy. :)

i am modeling and acting. :)

i start swimming again soon :)

and lots of other crazy things are happening!

i just got back from a photoshoot.

it was really fun.

anyways, how is everyone else?


Friday, November 10, 2006

Guess what? i am going shopping for more dance clothes. i am taking my flute back its about time i havent played it in 4ever. i will be back later and post again probaly. oh and btw i have 2 other sites. the icon one with taylor is xanga.com/yaycutieicons && the disney one is xanga.com/never2old4disney

lol they are both really good

here is another quote:

i agree your friends
should always come first
but real friends would never
make you choose


Thursday, November 09, 2006

omg LATELY ALL I HAVE DONE IS DANE. ITS LIKE GO TO SCHOOL COME HOME DO HOMEWORK GO TO DANCE GO TO BED. ITS GETTING OLD. BUT ITS NUTCRACKER SEASON SO I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. I HAVE DANCE MONDAY 6-7:30

TUESDAY 6-8:30

WEDSDAY 6-7:30

THURSDAY 6-7:30

&& THATS ON A NORMAL BASES IN A FEW WEEKS I WILL HAVE WEEKEND REHEARLES. SO IF YOU WANT TO HANG OUT LET ME KNOW IN ADVANCE.


Wednesday, November 08, 2006

hey everybody. i know i havent done a post in 4ever but i have been really busy lately. anyways. i have some quotes that i like and i think you might to. lol

too much drama up in this fake hearted school.
[ the preps ; the goths ; the less-than-cool ]
where it starts && stops; who's to define?
who`s to be trusted and where to draw the line.
screaming && crying && all the useless chatter.
you live, you die, only life is what matters.
filled with smiles, lies, and fears.
welcome to the magic of teenage years ...



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